A LETTER FOR A WAITING girl

(beating, keep still..)





keep beating, even if you're hurting still..

stay strong, the agony will be gone..

have hope, move on, someone is searching..

wash away those tears someone is wating for you..




YOU, above all people, don't have to suffer anymore...

you, above all, deserve to be happy...

you are too vulnerable and helpless..

yet, everyone knows you can make it through...



if someone is stopping you, no, don't look back..

dont give it a chance to hold you down...

you have all the capabilities to feel..

you have all the capabilities to heal..


your molten heart of stone by now may still be rock-hard..

but, it will soften...

your heart may be as cold as ice...

but, it will melt..




HEART-SHAPED-BOX, vessel of loving and hating..

for now, you might not understand..

but tomorrow, you will

realized that you are still human, capable of loving and hurting..


little girl, so fragile...

little girl, so innocent...

little girl, little cry baby you are..

but, you will soon bloom..


you might have been deceived by blue roses..

you came closer and got mesmerized..

yet, it wasn't your fault for falling..

you loved him more than yourself...



FORGOTTEN WHO you REALLY are..



it's time to forgive yourself..

dry your tears..

lift your face ..

smile, like the smile you had before..



get out in that cold dark corner..

love life, coz' life loves you..

love life, coz someone still believes in you..

love yourself, coz someone will cry if life loses you..



it's not your lost..

in the battle of love and hate...

situation did get out of your hand..

but, you hold your own battle now...


breathe....

beat...

move....

heal....




nobody can do it..

but you....

you're sober..

wipe those tears away..





look at life in a new way..




it's time for you to feel tired of waiting...

don't wait anymore....

don't look back anymore...

look ahead..




Little lonely girl...still waiting?

he's not coming..

he's not goin' back for you anymore...

if he is? then where is he?



MAYBE IT'S REALLY TIME FOR YOU, TO NOT WAIT ANYMORE





(beating fades)


(realization waves)


(open your eyes)


(let your feeling slide)








GONE INTO OBLIVION...